Bluetooth Laser/ Virtual Keyboard

Have you seen one of this??? I want to test it for myself, I was hoping to feel modern by having one on my desk heheheh… 

I’ll post my review once I received my package… for now, let’s enjoy the photo

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Happy Mom... Happy Household...

Have you ever in a situation where you feel really blank…. I mean, you wanted to write something yet nothing comes into your mind but to stare the blank word file in your PC, I was exactly like that a few minutes ago, it feels really really really dumb, 

I thought, I was having that Alzheimer moment, I can’t figure how to overcome, thankfully the music helps me to relieved, it’s a snap, a blink of a light suddenly energize my brain from its deepest state of sleep… 

Hi Everyone, I’m here, it’s been a while isn’t it?? Been busy lately, Kids are growing up so fast and school requires so many projects very now and then, I was literary coping up with all the schedules and work deadlines, I sometimes feel I’m so powerful by completing all the necessary task with a smile on my face. Being a working mom is commitment that challenge you in a lifetime, making all impossible possible!! That’s how super mom do it!!

So how to keep a balance, well, to tell you honestly,  I never had a training or diploma of being a supermom, it’s a task that takes time to learn, I’m a struggling mom before, 

I have no idea that motherhood is like a total transformation from being happy single, but you know what! , I enjoy every single moment of being a mom, all I can say to all mothers out there, try to find that moment for yourself and take advantage of it, ensure you have that time for yourself  and I’m not  saying that you invest so much to it, but keep it at minimal, we often think that we should focus more of our kids and households placing ourselves at the end of the list. 

While I agreed to have that focus for the family, I would strongly consider having that extra moment for yourself by doing the things you love  and learn new things,  motherhood is not just keeping your household clean and perfect, it requires happiness within,  so next you find yourself out shopping with friends or going to gym for a yoga, please don’t feel guilty it is yours to enjoy!! Happy household is a result of happy mom never forget that!!

Peace out!!

Wisemummy81

Dear Self... Anonymous Sender..

Thank you for sending this mail to me and for giving me the permission to post.... I do hope you'll be better and finally find your purpose in life... you're a great person and please write more!!

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Dear Self,

It’s been a while, you and I had been partners for as long as I can remember, when I was young I thought I am not able to survive but things had completely changed even the way I think and the way I accepted life as it comes

Lately, things had been tough for both of us, while you tried to balance me with the reality and imagination, I on the other hand started to process a very low self-esteem and it’s affecting our relationship, you want me to be better while I wanted to just let go and die, should I be worry?? 

 I’ve been through a lot of pain and struggles but I really don’t know what happen to me this time… it’s like a bomb, I wanted to explode from within!!!  I wanted to face the reality but it seems so hard, I’m lost in the shadow of my existence….

I wish, I can say I’m ok but deep within you know what I feel, it hurt so much that it pumps so fast….. I hope I’ll be ok…. I hope this feelin of emptiness will soon be filled with happiness and contentment, it’s my fault for allowing myself to feel such kind of emotions, and I failed to recognize the consequences..

So Dear Self, I hope you’ll be kind to me, I need you to be ok, I need you to stop all the non-sense, I need you to heal, I need you to be happy and finally accept that such feeling comes with pain, I want you to cry and to mourn, I want you to say good bye, to say enough, to say no more…. I want you to find the light, to find that something …. To find that reason to live!!! 

I’m sorry self for being rough, I have nothing but you.. So please stay strong!!!

Anonymous….