Often wonder how people changed their lives by just
believing, yes!! I’m a fan of motivational videos and anything alike, even
driving to work, I usually listen to any motivational speeches on my radio, I
have like 30 in y file mp3 file, so like every day, I drive to work with all
these speeches on my radio, I always believed that I needed something to start
my day right, working in a management
level is definitely stressful I have to be super active, focus and patience in
many aspect of my job to ensure that I give proper service to my people and to
the company.
So as I continue to watch all these inspiration videos,
speeches from tedtalk and more, I wonder how these people get their strength,
how they are able to turn their back on their amazing jobs for passion, in all
honesty, I have so many things in my mind that I really want to pursue but I
feel there are so many things I fear that would hinders me from doing, one is I’m
a working expat mom in Kuwait, residency is very much important, quitting my
job means the end of my residency in Kuwait, although, there are options but it’s
too risky as I have my kids and family to think about.
I might be just in the middle confusion where all things I
foresee is just too hard to achieve, but I’m not giving up, its 2 am in the
morning my minds wanders tremendously, there are many ideas and many things
inside my mind cycling into the air of imagination.
If only I can get hold of anyone relevant to this circumstances,
someone who successfully battled their demon of fears and has become fruitful
in their game of passion. I have a
calling and I know I have to face it somehow, this is just the beginning surely
in a matter of months I maybe be able to share more and help others in same situation,
I need to focus and find that voice within.
I’ll share more next time!! (I’m not crazy by the way…)
Ciaoooo!
