Motherhood
had brought me into a different taste of life, my kids inspires me every day
even the slightest effort they do it makes my heart smile, I’m not the kind of
mother who spoiled and surrender to all my kids wants and demands, I always
have that balance to be tough when I needed to pull a plug for them to be
better in many aspects of their lives.
Just
like last night, when hubby brought a play station at home, in my mind it’s
gonna be war, I don’t want to play the villain role, I just want my kids to
focus more on their studies than playing games, I’ve seen many cases of kids
getting destructed in school due to gadgets including the play-station, I don’t
want to them to be destructed.
To cut
the story short, I thought I’m strong enough to handle my kids and hubby's plead but
there is something beyond emotions that leads me to let go of my fears as long
as restrictions and schedules are properly implemented at home and within the family,
it is something we called the art of compromise
and the
super ending is that, I super enjoy the play station myself playing table
tennis and other sporty games, I sometimes get too serious competing with hubby
to the point of playing the game with sporty costume, not only that, we bought
more games for me and hubby to play.. hahahah beat that!!!
