Thank you for sending this mail to me and for giving me the permission to post.... I do hope you'll be better and finally find your purpose in life... you're a great person and please write more!!
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Dear Self,
It’s been a while, you and I had been partners for as long as
I can remember, when I was young I thought I am not able to survive but things
had completely changed even the way I think and the way I accepted life as it
comes
Lately, things had been tough for both of us, while you tried
to balance me with the reality and imagination, I on the other hand started to
process a very low self-esteem and it’s affecting our relationship, you want me
to be better while I wanted to just let go and die, should I be worry??
I’ve been through a lot
of pain and struggles but I really don’t know what happen to me this time… it’s
like a bomb, I wanted to explode from within!!!
I wanted to face the reality but it seems so hard, I’m lost in the
shadow of my existence….
I wish, I can say I’m ok but deep within you know what I feel,
it hurt so much that it pumps so fast….. I hope I’ll be ok…. I hope this feelin
of emptiness will soon be filled with happiness and contentment, it’s my fault
for allowing myself to feel such kind of emotions, and I failed to recognize
the consequences..
So Dear Self, I hope you’ll be kind to me, I need you to be
ok, I need you to stop all the non-sense, I need you to heal, I need you to be
happy and finally accept that such feeling comes with pain, I want you to cry
and to mourn, I want you to say good bye, to say enough, to say no more…. I
want you to find the light, to find that something …. To find that reason to
live!!!
I’m sorry self for being rough, I have nothing but you.. So
please stay strong!!!
Anonymous….
